"longing 4 an eternal companion.."

As i tread past the empty, moonlit streets..
with every step, crumpling the fallen autumn leaves..
i yearn for a reassuring hand to grip mine n walk along

when i'm curled up in deep distress,
with my eyes overfllowing with tears,
i look around expectantly for a strong shoulder to lean against

when i feel depressed and low,
forcing a plastic smile on my face so gloomy,
i wish someone out there makes it real..;)

when i'm all alone,
with not a single soul to stand by my side,
i pray for an invisible friend to embrace me with pure love & never let
go!

at the times when i burst out with rage, when i shriek in anger;
i hope 4 a tolerant heart tat spots the immature kid in me..
and endures my juvenile tantrums wit xtreme patience..

i desperately hunt 4 tat unique companion..
who knows me in and out...who sees through me..
to whom i can fearlessly confide everything..

i'm seeking a soul...
a soul to whom my hapiness is ecstacy..
who can make me cry with laughter..who can skillfully sense even traces of sorrow in
me..

i hunt 4 tat "someone"..
who boldly reveals my faults..detects my wrongs n imperfections,
and helps me correct them..

one who always has an ear...
..to all my kiddish acts, unlaughable jokes,
to my endless questions & who cares to answer them

one who's geniunely interested in me..
who accepts me the way i am,
who loves even the silliness n shortcomings in me..;)

wish there's a frnd without whom i'm incomplete..
who's always there 4 me..who never turns his back on me..
...even if the whole world does.!!

one who's never reluctant to advise me, warn me, order me,
mock at me, criticize me, yell at me,
or even raise a hand against me, when there's a need to..!

he who loves me like my mama..
to whom i'm the world,
who's presence can make even a billion dollars seem less than a penny;-)

And at last.......
my, seemingly interminable quest for an "eternal companion" came to a halt..
..when u popped up in my life :)

and life with u is..
sweeter than barrels of honey,
brighter than a milllion moons,
more colorful than a garden of butterflies,
more beautiful than peacocks dancing in rain,
livelier & cheerful than a new-born's smile...

n life without kk is more than impossible!! :-)